facing some fears and changing some voices.....

i KNOW i am strong.  i KNOW i have faced (and overcome!!!)  soooooo many fears in the past few years, i actually amaze myself when i see who i am now.  i mean, i can fill out court papers like the best of them and stand down a greasy little fat lying weasel of an attorney in court.  i rented a house!!!  i've got utilities in my own name!!!  i am a mom of 11 for god's sake!!!!

so, why can't i believe in myself enough to sell some of my quilts?  to actually start finding customers to do some long arm quilting for?  to attempt to do some really great custom stuff on my machine?  i still listen to those old voices that tell me that i am a fraud.  that i am deluding myself into thinking that i have a talent and gift......that what i do has no real value, especially none worth someone actually paying good money for.....i am afraid to put a price on something for fear that i will......will what??!!

fail.

so, i have a growing pile of  quilts and blankets......